James Holmes, 18, addressed his peers at Miramar College in San Diego, discussing 'subjective experience.' He said his dream was to own a slurpee machine. The video shows Holmes discussing “temporal illusions,” which he explains as “an illusion that allows you to change the past,” and “subjective experience, which is what takes place inside the mind as opposed to the external world.” The clip, obtained by ABC News, is the first video of Holmes to see the light following the Friday shooting at a midnight screening of “The Dark Knight Rises” in Aurora, in which 12 people were killed and 58 others were injured.